When you were here before
当你曾在此处时
Couldn't look you in the eye
我甚至不敢直视你的双眼

You're just like an angel
你就像个天使
Your skin makes me cry
你那未经世故的肌肤，令我泣不成声

You float like a feather
你如羽毛般轻盈
In a beautiful world
漂浮在一个尚未崩塌的美丽世界里

I wish I was special
我多希望，我也能如你那般耀眼
You're so fuckin' special
可你是如此……该死地与众不同

But I'm a creep
而我只是个怪物
I'm a weirdo
一个阴暗扭曲的怪胎

What the hell am I doin' here?
我他妈的到底在这里做什么？
I don't belong here
我根本不属于这里

I don't care if it hurts
我不在乎这会带来怎样的痛苦
I wanna have control
我曾想掌控这一切，将你据为己有

I want a perfect body
我渴望一具完好无损的躯体
I want a perfect soul
我渴望一个未被玷污的灵魂

I want you to notice
我渴望当我消失时
When I'm not around
你能有所察觉

You're so fuckin' special
你是如此该死地特别
I wish I was special
我多希望，我也曾是你

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